We are the masters of our own disasterKindred of dysfunctionBehind closed doors, the family world warHarmony rupturedI meant it when I said I?d leave so let it go please mate
We never tried to be there for each other
It has been so many years so wash away those tearsI'm too young for this painDo they even want me?Do they even need me?
I'll pretend for now that I'm strong somehow & bury this
Alcohol took control & took it?s toll on us allDrunk on sadness & sunken madnessA family of lost soulsI meant it when I gave forgiveness so just let it go please mate
And I pray for the day that we can clean the slate & escape this abyss
Never be at the mercy of someone else's indecision
It has been so many years so wash away those tearsI?m too numb for this rainDoes she even want me?Does she even need me?